I think there comes a time in our lives when we quit trying to be who we're not. When we realize it's pointless to try to change ourselves to be who we think we should be. When we decide to be content with the things we can't change, and work on improving ourselves from the inside out.
I think that's where I am. Well, I hope that's where I am. There are so many little things about myself, physicall, that I don't like. Things that I used to always be so self-conscious about, things that could be changed with plastic surgery. I used to always dream of having cosmetic surgery when I got older and, hopefully richer. But now I realize that doesn't matter. Those things aren't important and, I believe, do not detract from who I am as a person.
I've decided to not worry about those things anymore. What I do think about now is just becoming healthier. I don't mean trying to loose weight, I mean I just want to be healthier. I want to eat better and get more exercise. It just seems like I don't have the time. Which is a lame excuse and I'm working on it.
Basically, I just want to be a better person. I think we could all stand a little improvement.
Except for Justin Sarver! God Bless him...Probably the only Self-Actualized person I'll ever be blessed enough to meet!
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