It's been a very long time since I updated this. I don't know if I should...I had planned to not update anymore and either let it get taken down, or log on every now and then to keep it active....I have a bad feeling about updating...But that's what makes me ME I guess, doing things that I know I probably shouldn't be doing...
It's been a very very long few months.
So much has transpired and changed...my future keeps shifting every so slightly.
I feel like I'm living on the edge all the time, and it's a feeling I don't particularly care for anymore. Not like I ever did care for it...I've made a lot of bad choices in my life, and every day I wonder if I'm making more. I second guess my every move, thought, and behavior. I have never been so unsure of the things in my life...
I need answers...I need someone to talk to...I need things to make sense.
then|now
