MY SITE IS BACK UP!!
But my profile is gone? Weird.
I am so not content with certain things in my life right now. :-\ I often find myself asking "Why do I take the shit that I take?" Why do I allow people back into my life who don't deserve to be there, who say that I need to work to keep THEM?? WHY???
Answer: I have too much faith in people. I am, despite all evidence to the contrary, too trusting. Or is it that I'm just afraid to be alone...? Do I find confidence in "having a man in my life"? Even if it doesn't really feel like he's in my life?
And another question: Who am I supposed to put my faith in? (Other than the obvious answer here...I'm talking worldly.)
"Now that I have found someone...I'm feeling more alone, than I ever have....before..."
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